Day 31

Your highs and lows recently

Recently things have been exactly that, high and low.
Honestly these are not even really because of anything its just because I feel bad or feel good.
Lows, sometimes I just feel like shit. Not physically but mentally and I am here now embracing feeling and emotions. My lows are when I am lonely or upset. Not when I make messes. My highs are reaching goals and being happy.

Day 30

Goals for the next 30 days

Very good pick for today seeing as I am preparing to whoop ass on the next 30 days.

GOALS
-Don't eat extra calories.
-Lose about 4 lbs in the 30 days 
-FINISH THE SEMESTER WITH A FEW A's
-Be cute and approachable
-Don't give af

Goals not todo list.

Day 29

Something that you miss

Something I miss, I miss so many things.
-I miss being blissfully happy constantly
-I miss being able to trust others
-I miss my siblings and parents being around every single day
-I miss being on a sports team
-I miss not having to worry about everything every second of every day
-I miss being naive
-I miss all my past friends and bestfriends
-I miss my shitty high school jobs
-I miss my grandpas mind.

Day 28

A problem that you have had

To note, I have had many problems. But if we are narrowing them down to just one problem I think it will be my problem with feeling left out and unwelcome all the time.
When people that I like do things without me I feel sad that I can't be there or I don't go because I feel unwelcome. It is probably just a lack of confidence and a bonus of social anxiety. That's my problem and I have yet to figure out how to solve it.