Write 30 interesting facts about yourself
1. I feel pop punk music so hard
2. I like to convince people I got bit by a shark (it frequently works)
3. I adore busy schedules and stress
4. I know a ridiculous amount of random facts about houses/buildings (especially buildings on campus)
5. I am only occasionally good at art
6. I am obsessed with learning about stars and dreams
7. I actually enjoy my family
8. One time my hair was blue and I would do it again
9. I despise the idea of healthy food
10. If someone compliments or ask about my tattoos or piercings they automatically have friend potential
11. My favorite thing to smell like is warm vanilla sugar
12. I hate cinnamon even the smell
13. I don't really enjoy animals except rare occasions
14. I can pop my shoulder around
15. I like sketchy things with character
16. I have crashed a car into a bridge
17. I have issues with 4 letter boy names
18. I only listen to punk-like Christmas music and still only like 3 days before
19. I do not drink soda at all
20. I am in possession of a batman onesie
21. I can make a wicked cool noise with my hand
22. I frequently have weird lingo and nobody knows where I get it
23. I am vastly musically educated (not like I can play something but know all genres)
24. My bedroom is pretty much a sanctuary
25. I have a website and it is beyond awesome
26. I want to take a sledgehammer to a kitchen (thanks to my career path I will hopefully get to)
27. It took me until like 4th grade to learn to ride a bike, and I crashed into a car while learning
28. Once fell off a bunk bed and got stuck in a folding chair
29. I like to hang with people and not talk sometimes
30. I make things look perfect on the outside but more often than not my life is in complete shambles
Monday, January 30, 2017
Friday, January 27, 2017
Day 05
How do you feel about being alone
I am extremely unsure. There are two kinds of alone for me, emotionally or physically. I like to be physically alone but not emotionally alone.
I like being by myself and it is super beneficial for me (being a Virgo and an INTJ) because being alone helps me collect myself and stay the person I want to be. I highly enjoy hanging with myself in my room reading, or drawing listening to music, or even doing yoga and just being at peace. When doing hard work as well I do not mind at all being alone, otherwise I would not be able to get anything done whatsoever.
As for being mentally/emotionally alone that is something that freaks me out to the ultimate extreme. I assume most people are like that though because why would you want nobody to be there for you? I guess I just like to have a few close friends and close family members to know that I have their back and they have mine. I have gone through periods where I have not really had anyone close and I do not particularly enjoy that and wish to avoid being at that point again.
I like being by myself and it is super beneficial for me (being a Virgo and an INTJ) because being alone helps me collect myself and stay the person I want to be. I highly enjoy hanging with myself in my room reading, or drawing listening to music, or even doing yoga and just being at peace. When doing hard work as well I do not mind at all being alone, otherwise I would not be able to get anything done whatsoever.
As for being mentally/emotionally alone that is something that freaks me out to the ultimate extreme. I assume most people are like that though because why would you want nobody to be there for you? I guess I just like to have a few close friends and close family members to know that I have their back and they have mine. I have gone through periods where I have not really had anyone close and I do not particularly enjoy that and wish to avoid being at that point again.
Thursday, January 26, 2017
Day 04
Your views on religion
I respect religion, but I am not religious. I know a thing or two about religion and know people who are die hard, people who go once a year, and people who greatly oppose religion. I have actually put a lot of thought into what I believe and why, and what I came up with is a little lackluster. I think if there is some God somewhere (whether it be God, Buddah, Posiden, whoever) then life is just some creepy game of sims and that sort of freaks me out. Either way I don't really think it is necessary for when something goes wrong in life to pray to fix it, I think you should be proactive to fixing it yourself. Another thing about religion is that people use it to fight or prove they are better than each other and that sort of disgusts me, it is supposed to be this sacred thing so I think people need to respect that and let the people that truly believe do what they need to do.
As for the religious heaven and hell, I do not really believe in that, I think I am a bit more of a science person with thinking when we die our consciousness just leaves. Granted I highly think reincarnation could be a thing but I am very unsure if that is a religious aspect or not.
I respect religion, but I am not religious. I know a thing or two about religion and know people who are die hard, people who go once a year, and people who greatly oppose religion. I have actually put a lot of thought into what I believe and why, and what I came up with is a little lackluster. I think if there is some God somewhere (whether it be God, Buddah, Posiden, whoever) then life is just some creepy game of sims and that sort of freaks me out. Either way I don't really think it is necessary for when something goes wrong in life to pray to fix it, I think you should be proactive to fixing it yourself. Another thing about religion is that people use it to fight or prove they are better than each other and that sort of disgusts me, it is supposed to be this sacred thing so I think people need to respect that and let the people that truly believe do what they need to do.
As for the religious heaven and hell, I do not really believe in that, I think I am a bit more of a science person with thinking when we die our consciousness just leaves. Granted I highly think reincarnation could be a thing but I am very unsure if that is a religious aspect or not.
Wednesday, January 25, 2017
Day 03
Your view on drugs and alcohol
Drugs, I know tend to be a very controversial subject, but in my opinion they are great. There are so many uses for them. First of all sometimes they save peoples' lives there are so many medical drugs that are do so much good and we are always striving to make more.Without little things like ibuprofen I am sure my head would have burst by now, all it does it take some of the pain from a blaring migraine so that hopefully my brain will then allow me to sleep it off. That is just the beginning to the medicinal uses of drugs and a very minor one at that.
As for recreational uses, I also see nothing wrong with it as long as it is not something that is abused. I think that drugs can make you feel such different things and see things in such a different light that it is almost like connecting with another part of yourself and people that haven't tried are completely missing out. And for some people it is just a stress release, it is a way to take the edge off so you can have a good time in a situation that usually you may not be entirely comfortable with. Some people really strive on that every day hit of weed to get them through, to calm them down, and I think that is perfectly fine. I mean WHO ARE THEY HURTING. Nobody, and most of the time they arent even hurting themselves either. That being said I completely respect and understand other peoples decisions to not be a part of the drug culture. I also understand that sometime there are drug related crimes that portray a very bad image. For example driving under the influence, or drug deals gone wrong. If there were less strict rules on drugs I really think those drug deals gone wrong would be nonexistant because they could get their drugs from a safe place versus some sketchy dealer a cousins friends sisters ex boyfriend knew from jail. I think drugs are something that need to be taken complete care of and I KNOW that drugs can easily lead down a bad path are extremely easy to get addicted to. In my opinion though, you can't knock it until you try it and usually once you do you will understand.
Alcohol I also think works wonders. I think that the alcohol drinking age should be 18 and that police should worry about keeping people safe versus busting up the underage, but there can only be so much done in that case. I have a love hate relationship with alcohol, on one hand it can make someone the ballsiest person on the planet and they can get whatever they want. On the other hand, if it is abused it can lead to some very troubling outcomes. Another thing I think is that if you are going to drink you should drink to get ballsy and fun, versus just taking one drink and calling it quits. That could be the effects of 'liquid courage' though. I was never really much of a drinker until college and still with that I would much prefer drugs over alcohol. Alcohol does this awful thing of making you puke and feel like absolute destruction if you are not smart enough to take care of yourself before sleeping and I think that is a real damper on that.
Drugs, I know tend to be a very controversial subject, but in my opinion they are great. There are so many uses for them. First of all sometimes they save peoples' lives there are so many medical drugs that are do so much good and we are always striving to make more.Without little things like ibuprofen I am sure my head would have burst by now, all it does it take some of the pain from a blaring migraine so that hopefully my brain will then allow me to sleep it off. That is just the beginning to the medicinal uses of drugs and a very minor one at that.
As for recreational uses, I also see nothing wrong with it as long as it is not something that is abused. I think that drugs can make you feel such different things and see things in such a different light that it is almost like connecting with another part of yourself and people that haven't tried are completely missing out. And for some people it is just a stress release, it is a way to take the edge off so you can have a good time in a situation that usually you may not be entirely comfortable with. Some people really strive on that every day hit of weed to get them through, to calm them down, and I think that is perfectly fine. I mean WHO ARE THEY HURTING. Nobody, and most of the time they arent even hurting themselves either. That being said I completely respect and understand other peoples decisions to not be a part of the drug culture. I also understand that sometime there are drug related crimes that portray a very bad image. For example driving under the influence, or drug deals gone wrong. If there were less strict rules on drugs I really think those drug deals gone wrong would be nonexistant because they could get their drugs from a safe place versus some sketchy dealer a cousins friends sisters ex boyfriend knew from jail. I think drugs are something that need to be taken complete care of and I KNOW that drugs can easily lead down a bad path are extremely easy to get addicted to. In my opinion though, you can't knock it until you try it and usually once you do you will understand.
Alcohol I also think works wonders. I think that the alcohol drinking age should be 18 and that police should worry about keeping people safe versus busting up the underage, but there can only be so much done in that case. I have a love hate relationship with alcohol, on one hand it can make someone the ballsiest person on the planet and they can get whatever they want. On the other hand, if it is abused it can lead to some very troubling outcomes. Another thing I think is that if you are going to drink you should drink to get ballsy and fun, versus just taking one drink and calling it quits. That could be the effects of 'liquid courage' though. I was never really much of a drinker until college and still with that I would much prefer drugs over alcohol. Alcohol does this awful thing of making you puke and feel like absolute destruction if you are not smart enough to take care of yourself before sleeping and I think that is a real damper on that.
Tuesday, January 24, 2017
Master List
01-Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is
02-Where you would like to be in 10 years
03-Your view on drugs and alcohol
04-Your views on religion
05-A time you thought about ending your own life----no try something else
06-Write 30 interesting facts about yourself
07-Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality
08-A moment you felt most satisfied with your life
09-Discuss your first love and first kiss
10-What kind of person attracts you
11-Put you IPOD (Phone) on shuffle and write the first 10 songs that play
12-Bullet Point your whole day
13-Somewhere you would like to move or visit
14-Your earliest memory
15-Describe your dream day spent completely ALONE
16-your highs and lows in the past year
17-Your views on mainstream music
18-Disrespecting your parents
19-How important you think education is
20-Your beliefs
21-One of your favorite shows
22-Give pictures of 5 famous people you find attractive
23-How have you changed in the past 2 years
24-Your favorite movie and what it's about
25-Someone who fascinates you and why
26- Something that you are trying to figure out or don't yet understand
27- How can you make yourself better
28-A problem that you have had
29-Something that you miss
30-Goals for the next 30 days
31- Your highs and lows of this month.
I keep missing days, or do too many at once, plus I keep switching the questions, but who cares. I make my own rules, right.
02-Where you would like to be in 10 years
03-Your view on drugs and alcohol
04-Your views on religion
05-A time you thought about ending your own life----no try something else
06-Write 30 interesting facts about yourself
07-Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality
08-A moment you felt most satisfied with your life
09-Discuss your first love and first kiss
10-What kind of person attracts you
11-Put you IPOD (Phone) on shuffle and write the first 10 songs that play
12-Bullet Point your whole day
13-Somewhere you would like to move or visit
14-Your earliest memory
15-Describe your dream day spent completely ALONE
16-your highs and lows in the past year
17-Your views on mainstream music
18-Disrespecting your parents
19-How important you think education is
20-Your beliefs
21-One of your favorite shows
22-Give pictures of 5 famous people you find attractive
23-How have you changed in the past 2 years
24-Your favorite movie and what it's about
25-Someone who fascinates you and why
26- Something that you are trying to figure out or don't yet understand
27- How can you make yourself better
28-A problem that you have had
29-Something that you miss
30-Goals for the next 30 days
31- Your highs and lows of this month.
I keep missing days, or do too many at once, plus I keep switching the questions, but who cares. I make my own rules, right.
Day 02
Where you would like to see yourself in 10 years
In 10 years from now I will be 30 years old. By then I will definitely be married and probably have a kid or two. That sounds absolutely wild seeing as how close that means everything is. Also seems wild seeing where it is I am at right now. I never really thought I would have kids or anything like that but I think the idea is growing on me as I get older. In 10 years, I really would like to be happy in my career. I do not really mind where it is I will be, as long as I like it and am comfortable and stable.
I always had a path drawn out on what I was going to do and where I was going to be but that path is quickly coming to its end with the graduating of college. I am pretty surprised I have made it this far to begin with. With that all being said I am pretty confident about myself in 10 years from now and I really think it will be a good stable interesting time in my life. I feel I can gracefully handle most situations that can possibly be thrown at me within the near future.
In 10 years from now I will be 30 years old. By then I will definitely be married and probably have a kid or two. That sounds absolutely wild seeing as how close that means everything is. Also seems wild seeing where it is I am at right now. I never really thought I would have kids or anything like that but I think the idea is growing on me as I get older. In 10 years, I really would like to be happy in my career. I do not really mind where it is I will be, as long as I like it and am comfortable and stable.
I always had a path drawn out on what I was going to do and where I was going to be but that path is quickly coming to its end with the graduating of college. I am pretty surprised I have made it this far to begin with. With that all being said I am pretty confident about myself in 10 years from now and I really think it will be a good stable interesting time in my life. I feel I can gracefully handle most situations that can possibly be thrown at me within the near future.
Monday, January 23, 2017
Day 01
Your Current Relationship, if single discuss how single life is.
My current relationship is with myself, we are working very hard to keep things running smoothly. You would think after 20 years of being together we would have worked out all of our problems, but that has proven to be quite difficult. There is something I have been told in the past that has really stuck with me and that is that "you cant be you and him until you know who you are". Where I am in life is completely finding myself and deciding who it is I want to be for the rest of the time, Before I would go through short chapters of life, whether semesterly, by school year, what school attending, but there was always forced change. After this last change it gets to the point where everything is up to me. Now is where I get to come to terms with my relationship with myself and stop burning the bridges of my relationships with everyone else.
In all seriousness though, single life has its ups and downs, it really does. I have learned that being single is alot better for my friendships. I am a very busy person so usually I do not have a large amount of free time to split among people. When I am single, I can hang out with my bestfriend whenever I am free, no boys to steal up all my time. That is the upside of single, with a few accompanying factors of getting to go out with no rules and not having to stress about what he is doing or what he wants/needs. Single is quite a bit more stress free than being in a relationship. The downsides though are I feel like I am wasting my time being without the person I am going to be with forever and I feel very foolish "looking" for that person. Another downside is the mild wanting to like someone and do cute things with them, plus trying to deal with showing I am over past relationships I really know a relationship is not something to be forced and is not something that will come easy for me at this point in my life so I am going to power through and really focus on my relationship with myself and who I am planning on becoming.
My current relationship is with myself, we are working very hard to keep things running smoothly. You would think after 20 years of being together we would have worked out all of our problems, but that has proven to be quite difficult. There is something I have been told in the past that has really stuck with me and that is that "you cant be you and him until you know who you are". Where I am in life is completely finding myself and deciding who it is I want to be for the rest of the time, Before I would go through short chapters of life, whether semesterly, by school year, what school attending, but there was always forced change. After this last change it gets to the point where everything is up to me. Now is where I get to come to terms with my relationship with myself and stop burning the bridges of my relationships with everyone else.
In all seriousness though, single life has its ups and downs, it really does. I have learned that being single is alot better for my friendships. I am a very busy person so usually I do not have a large amount of free time to split among people. When I am single, I can hang out with my bestfriend whenever I am free, no boys to steal up all my time. That is the upside of single, with a few accompanying factors of getting to go out with no rules and not having to stress about what he is doing or what he wants/needs. Single is quite a bit more stress free than being in a relationship. The downsides though are I feel like I am wasting my time being without the person I am going to be with forever and I feel very foolish "looking" for that person. Another downside is the mild wanting to like someone and do cute things with them, plus trying to deal with showing I am over past relationships I really know a relationship is not something to be forced and is not something that will come easy for me at this point in my life so I am going to power through and really focus on my relationship with myself and who I am planning on becoming.
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