Monday, February 27, 2017

Day 22

Give pictures of 5 famous people you find attractive

1) Ryan Gosling
Ryan Gosling #Ryan #Gosling:
2) Logan Lerman
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3) Adam Levine
Adam Levine and his all kinds of gorgeousness:
4) Ryan Reynolds & Blake Lively
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5) The Hemsworth Brothers
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Friday, February 24, 2017

Day 21

One of your favorite shows

I am not really one to watch TV anymore, I don't even actually have cable. I think we have like three channels at my house. But I am for the time being on my friends Netflix account which lets me binge watch some interesting stuff when I happen to have a free second.

I don't really have a favorite show either, I just get really into them while I am watching them and will completely give up everything else to watch it.

One of the first shows I kept up with was Degrassi, and still watch it today (now on Netflix)
I was super into Pretty Little Liars for a while there but now am at the point where it just needs to end.
Breaking Bad, very good as well as Sons of Anarchy.
Just finished One Tree Hill and was ridiculously obsessed.

Occasionally will watch Friends, and Big Bang Theory reruns. But that is about all  the shows I even know of.

Thursday, February 23, 2017

Day 20

Your beliefs.

I don't care what this question really means because honestly I don't have a clue the answer.

I believe that things will turn out okay. These are my naive beliefs, that if I do all the things I am expected to do, such as: graduate from college, not get knocked up or arrested before then, have a job, and not be a jerkhead to important people, then I BELIEVE I will get a job that I want and get to work there an




will finish later

Wednesday, February 22, 2017

Day 18

Disrespecting your parents

Is extremely unacceptable. Parents are obviously the reason you are here. Whether that was a purposeful decision or a horrible mistake. Without them, you would be nothing. Your parents are your elders, they are your authority. Even if your parents are basket cases, you still must respect them. If you do not respect them, how will they respect you. You are your parents responsibility,

Normally and in my case, all my parents want is what is best for me. They never really tell me what to do, they just sort of expect me to be doing the right thing, and frequently I do. I think they know that sometimes you have to mess up and eventually you have to deal with it. That alone has taught me so much and makes me respect and value them more. I guess I just do not really get how people could disrespect anyone the really cared about and family is one of the most important things to me and something I need to keep close.

Day 19

How important you think education is

These are starting to get really like lame and adultlike I feel, if this is to trying to wean me from my spiritual hippie fantasyland that I live in back into the real world I am not going to let that happen.

Answering the question though, I think education is pretty important. I would mostlikely not be typing this without one. I think education right now is a bit skewed and more of a formality than anything else but it is still important. It is the reason you can get a job and make a better living and do what you want.
I am in college now at a four year University and to be ridiculously frank, most of the classes are bullshit. I think that GenEds are a waste of time, I think people that went to college as an undecided major are sort of wasting money. I feel like high school is where you should figure it out, you get a little bit of selection of your classes and you legally have to go so that is where everyone should be learning the'need to know' stuff. I think it is an absolute waste of time for me to be taking the weather class that I am in because I learned about that in 8th grade, and if it is not relevant to my future. YES I GET THAT IT IS WHATS HAPPENING AROUND ME, BUT SORRY NOT SORRY I DONT GIVE A ----. I have so many other things that in school I have to memorize and shove into my brain that what the quadratic equation for the distance of mars is not on my radar.
This all being said, education is so important. Why Sav, with how much you seem to not dig school, do you think it is important? Because of the piece of paper I get at the end. Plus in my major classes I have learned so much. I can spout out codes and design types like it is nobodies business, and THAT WILL HELP ME IN MY CAREER. Not whether I can write a good paper about Anne whoevers bastard (which I cannot, trust me I had to try once).

Monday, February 20, 2017

Day 17

Your views on mainstream music

I don't have anything against mainstream music. Actually I don't even really think I know what classifies as mainstream music in most cases. Pop? (I only assume because pop-ular- but who knows) Not too shabby in my opinion, normally its what you hear on the radio and its usually annoyingly catchy, but frequently you'll catch me jamming out to some Pop in a car ride or with some good buddies because its something everyone knows the words too.

Mainstream is a term that usually refers to the common current of thought of the majority, meaning that "mainstream" things are those that are currently popular with most people. It is most often applied in the arts (i.e., music, literature, and performance).

I got a little curious so I looked up what exactly mainstream was and this is what  I came up with. I think I properly addressed that so good job to me. Mainstream or not if it is good music its good music, I mean had to become popular somehow right?

Wednesday, February 15, 2017

Day 16

Your highs and lows in the past year

It is only February so I am going to just do a 12 month thinking about highs and lows. I feel like every year I live the higher and the lower everything gets.


It just sucks so hard when people that you care about don't care about you back. It sucks that people can pretend and lie and disappear so easy. It sucks that you can go from hanging out 24/7 and sleeping over more than 3 times a week or all weekend to nothing. To no replies and ignoring snapchat stories to be petty. Social cues and rules suck and I hate them. I have no idea how to deal with them or  My lows since last February were all because of people that did not treat me right. I try and try to make things positive and keep a good life and have a good time but some people are just toxic and bring out the absolute worse in me. When I think about my lowest points I want to think it was when I got involved with drugs or when I would go to work hungover, or even the times of two night stands and friends with benefits. Most of those things though I chose, I accepted those lows to get a few highs (sometimes literally). While throwing up in the bathroom at your internship every Friday morning for two months is probably the lowest some people could get, I don't regret it. I played it off like nothing was wrong, and I deserved every single headache I got.

All those lows reached leaves plenty of room to go up. I had the craziest summer yet (I'll say the same thing next summer too most likely) I had a friend with all the benefits and we were inseparable, I lived with my bestfriend and I didn't have a rule in the world to follow. I tried new things which led to great experiences and made me feel genuinely good, but now I think it is effecting me somewhat negatively. But they were definitely some of the best times of my lives, waking up next to someone you care about, falling asleep while watching him playing video games with his friends. Having people over and meeting new people. Being invited all the time. Getting the M feels and making up with someone who probably hates you. Feeling like everything is going to be alright. Not stressing even though you have 12 credit hours of classes and still work 28 hours a week. Warped Tour is always a high, starved rock with people who care about you, spending the holidays with my family.
These past few weeks I have been feeling so up and down every day that sometimes you need to just step back and see your highs and lows and how everything can be.

Tuesday, February 14, 2017

Day 15

Describe your dream day spent completely ALONE

So fitting due to how down I have been feeling and how much I need a day completely alone that I may try to grab this weekend when my roommate leaves

I like to be by myself, not worry about what other people want to do not have to wait around. How I would do my day to myself is I would begin with pop punk music blasted and singing/screaming around in my apartment alone. (I actually got to spend some time in my apartment alone and I got to do some of this so I know how perfect it is) I would take a nice shower, do my hair, get cute for me and put on leggings a band tee or tie dye shirt and maybe a hoodie along with my converse. Music still blasting but now in headphones I would take a nice ass walk in the beautiful weather that is hopefully happening. Honestly at that point I would be way too in my head and in my feels so I head home to fill my soul with art. My room is perfect and with my bed made, my salt lamp on, christmas lights on, and candles burning I get all my supplies and spend way to long jamming to hippie shit and being so inspired. Inspiration causes hunger so for my only human interaction of the day I would get a whole pizza delivered to my house, and hopefully I have a coupon to pay for the whole thing. I would eat it all day. I would also watch perks and just embrace my favorite movie. Ill try and take a cute selfie for instagram, but I look like a hobo so its pointless.  Once it gets pretty late I will smoke the good stuff and do yoga till I turn on my dreamy vibes playlist, and sleep it all off. This entire day alone I would like to spend completely away from my phone no family, no friends, no nonfreinds, nothing, keep it completely alone. The only words I should say to someone is thanks for the pizza.

Damn do I hope my Saturday is like this,

Thursday, February 9, 2017

Day 14

Your earliest memory

My earliest memory is just sort of a tiny flash that I assume is a memory. I am very disappointed that I don't get to remember everything from way back when, because I'm sure it was a great time and I know that for my parents it had to have been an important time. I just really don't want to forget everything that I am up to right now, except that things I purposely try and forget.

But the earliest memory I can think of is being in our house in Sugar Grove  and I remember me and Samantha sitting on the floor and I think the parents were cleaning the fridge and the rest of the kitchen so that we could move away.

That's all I have but that is the earliest my brain goes.

Wednesday, February 8, 2017

Day 13

Somewhere you would like to move or visit

I have been asked a many times where I want to go when I graduate and am constantly told that the world is mine and I can go anywhere. The thing is, right now I don't have anywhere I am in dire need of being, I am having a good time where I am right now and while I know I will leave I know I need to go home after this for a little bit so why would I make up some elaborate scheme to leave when I am comfortable where I am. I think that it is not where you are or where you move to that makes a difference, I think it is the people you know or meet while you are there.

Places I would like to visit are endless, I will go virtually anywhere, this last semester I am trying to get trips in everywhere possible. I think I need to start making a bucket list just for places. I would like to visit all the places called Savannah and even a Savanna, I think that would be very cool. But I want to get a map mark off all the places I have been. (yup cliche I know and do not care in the slightest bit)

Tuesday, February 7, 2017

Day 12

Bullet Point your whole day


  • 7:36-7:47 Woke up and hit snooze
  • Wondered why I have 300 seconds worth of snapchats
  • Got ready for the day (hair, makeup, chocolate cereal)
  • 8:32-8:59 Walked from the Oaks to Turner hall for Studio
  • 9:00-11:41 Studio (multitasking)
  • Went to Linkins for lunch
  • Graded some papers there
  • 12:35-1:50 Went to FCS 208
  • Book it across campus to get to work
  • 2-4:30 Work on NSB 101A at work
  • Meet KK back at Turner
  • Stop at home to change clothes
  • Got to Tri for Dinner
  • Run into all her men 
  • Go back to the oaks
  • Gym
  • Shower
  • Read
  • KK hang
  • sleep



Sorry it was a Tuesday and I needed a lame day because Wednesday and this weekend I will destroy

Monday, February 6, 2017

Day 11

Put you IPOD (Phone) on shuffle and write the first 10 songs that play (pandora radio)

1. In Your Crosshairs - Knuckle Puck
2. I Wanted So Badly To Be Brave - The Wonder Years
3.Looking Back - Real Friends
4. Remedy - State Champs
5. Four Years - The Story So Far
6. December - Neck Deep
7. Come & Go - Broadside
8. World Favorite - Man Overboard
9. Kids in Love - Mayday Parade
10. Downfall Of Us All - A Day to Remember

Friday, February 3, 2017

Day 10

What kind of person attracts you

I actually moved this one up because I have been really thinking hard about this one lately.

Requirements:
Not nasty teeth
At least 5'7"

Bonus Points:
Can ride a skateboard +7
Flatbottomed shoes +3
Tattoos +2
Nice Facial Hairs +2-4 depending how nice
Smells Delicious +3


Loses Points:
Dad Jeans: -6
Country -all of the points
Hats -? ALWAYS BEWARE


Thursday, February 2, 2017

Day 09

Discuss your first love and first kiss

My first love and first kiss were two completely different people, which I think is beyond acceptable. To keep in chronological I will start with the first kiss. From an outside perspective it was completely perfect. In my world, it was nothing special. To make myself sound really old, it honestly feels like a different life. There were times where all the kids would roam around town with friends, significant others, family, anyone. This was one of those times, just roaming with friends in the dark, kids thinking they own the street, thinking they could flirt with each other. It was summer and it was a rainy day, but not yet raining, just a nice mist. Near the fourth of July people would shoot off fireworks for weeks and this night was no exception. Strolling down a backroad in the mist while off in the next town over fireworks shot off in the background. And there it was, first kiss, something the sims makes seem like it is the biggest most important thing in the world. Nothing, there were no internal fireworks, no floating into the air in a spin of glitter, the sims lied. With that it made me less nervous about everything, we are all just regular people and it is all just regular stuff, no need to be worried.

Onto the first love. I am very picky about the word love because to me it a serious thing. I feel if you love someone, no matter what you do, deep down somewhere in you, you don't get to stop loving them. Although I think love is naive and blind I can only say that because I have felt it before. My first love was someone I was completely comfortable around, someone I could fight with, someone who I considered to be my best friend. He was someone that constantly pissed me off and made me smile at the same time. He was someone that I could be talking to 24 hours of the day and still have things to talk to him about. He was someone that I stayed up all night texting, someone I was happy to wake up to next to. He was someone I trusted. To love someone is to want to be with them.
Remember how I had said that you will always love someone if you loved them once? With that I mean that I loved him then, the person I was then loved the person he was then and there is not anything in the entire world that can change that. The new me and the new him are completely different but the love is still with the people we were.


Wednesday, February 1, 2017

Day 08

A moment you felt satisfied with your life

There are a few different situations where I feel satisfied with my life. Every single time I do relaxing yoga with my salt lamp on in my room I get this feeling of calmness and happiness that I wish I could feel every single day.

Sometimes moments are shattered though, even though the were so good in that moment looking back things quickly took a turn for the worst. These I have a bit more of. One that particularly comes to my mind is the night of the last blood moon. I love to watch the stars and the moon and all the intergalactic things I have no idea about. I went and found the perfect spot to watch it, I still go there to watch stars sometimes. I had a friend of mine meet me there to watch it with me. The moon was so slow to change but they stayed and watched the whole thing with me. It was one of the very few times we actually had a good sober hangout and one of the few times someone that was not related to me actually went with me to do something I enjoyed. Any time someone watches stars with me it makes me beyond happy and not want to ever leave. Complete satisfaction because you can temporarily forget about all the unsatisfactory part of life you get to deal with after.

There is a difference between satisfied, happy and content though. And also a difference between being satisfied with a moment and with life. I am currently not 100% satisfied with my life, I have been feeling pretty unbalanced the past few years of college. I think that is because I am still trying to figure out my next plan while also trying to live the moment. I think I have been making alot of bad decisions and once I make it to graduation and make a few changes I will be satisfied with life after I become a decent amount more stable.

Day 07

Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality

I am a Virgo and I completely feel it fits my personality. I read virtually everything on the internet that has to do with signs and I even have a tattoo with my family and my own zodiac signs on it. If you peep my pinterest board you will understand the dedication.
Strengths: Loyal, analytical, kind, hardworking, practical
Weaknesses: Shyness, worry, overly critical of self and others, all work and no play
Virgo likes: Animals, healthy food, books, nature, cleanliness
Virgo dislikes: Rudeness, asking for help, taking center stage

I think I am very loyal until someone screws me over, I will do almost anything for the people I actually care about. Analytical, I completely analyze every situation for the best possible outcome. Kind, I am accidentally kind, I like to think I am this awful evil person with no feelings, but when someone is down I will do anything to make them feel better (If I care about that person). Hardworking and practical, I know what needs to be done when and I will get it done.

Shyness, yeah when I am around new people I have to work pretty hard to be social, I may have a bit of social anxiety sometimes. I worry about everything and have to talk myself down from alot but it is all pretty much internally handled. Critical is a weakness due to not being able to get anything finished if it sucks but is similar to analytical. I have been working on getting my play in recently.

I actually do not like animals much, but Tom grew on my so we will see where life takes me. I also hate the idea of healthy food, so thats weird that its on the list. Books though I really dig, check out the goodreads account I have. Nature is ridiculously cool as well as when things are clean.

I hate rude people and find it hard to be rude to people. I despise asking for help so makes total sense. As much as I like to be involved I do not nee to be center stage I get so much anxiety that people will make fun of me or I will mess up.