A moment you felt satisfied with your life
There are a few different situations where I feel satisfied with my life. Every single time I do relaxing yoga with my salt lamp on in my room I get this feeling of calmness and happiness that I wish I could feel every single day.
Sometimes moments are shattered though, even though the were so good in that moment looking back things quickly took a turn for the worst. These I have a bit more of. One that particularly comes to my mind is the night of the last blood moon. I love to watch the stars and the moon and all the intergalactic things I have no idea about. I went and found the perfect spot to watch it, I still go there to watch stars sometimes. I had a friend of mine meet me there to watch it with me. The moon was so slow to change but they stayed and watched the whole thing with me. It was one of the very few times we actually had a good sober hangout and one of the few times someone that was not related to me actually went with me to do something I enjoyed. Any time someone watches stars with me it makes me beyond happy and not want to ever leave. Complete satisfaction because you can temporarily forget about all the unsatisfactory part of life you get to deal with after.
There is a difference between satisfied, happy and content though. And also a difference between being satisfied with a moment and with life. I am currently not 100% satisfied with my life, I have been feeling pretty unbalanced the past few years of college. I think that is because I am still trying to figure out my next plan while also trying to live the moment. I think I have been making alot of bad decisions and once I make it to graduation and make a few changes I will be satisfied with life after I become a decent amount more stable.
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