Monday, March 20, 2017

Day 23

How have you changed in the past 2 years

I think I have changed immensely in the past two years, probably the most I have ever changed personality wise and figuring out myself wise. I do not think it was really all the best changes I have made but they all have an effect so I accept it and regret nothing.

 2 years ago I was concluding my freshman year of college, where I was naive and a child to say the least. I still made the best decisions and I was completely stress free while thinking I was stressed. Now I know so many more adult things and make stupid choice while still weighing the consequences. Back then I still believed in a good in people and still believed in trust and if we are being extremely honest I don't know if I believe that as much anymore.
I think my mental health has definitely changed from when I was a freshman, I have struggled and am really trying to work on that because I have not been worried about myself. I almost think I am more self aware.

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Even from the last time I have wrote this I have changed. I feel like I keep growing and changing every second into who I am supposed to be and more importantly who I want to be.
I am slowly learning about myself and recently may have uncovered something that may explain alot about me. I am not prepared to share that with anyone, but it had completely changed my mindset and I feel very different about things.
Everyone changes every second so I am sick of people saying anything along the lines of "you've changed" BECAUSE YES I DID AND SO DID YOU. Every single thing that happens to someone effects them. No matter how numb or in denial you are about it.

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