Day 26

26- Something that you are trying to figure out or dont yet understand

I always thought you were supposed to be there for others, unconditionally. That there are people that you care about and no matter what the situation you are there to pick up their broken pieces. I thought you were supposed to care about people, and love people, and be open with them.
What confuses me is why we aren't like that. There are people that I feel that way about but they just don't want it. They don't want to need my help.
I guess what I dont understand yet is how to stop caring about someone. How to forget about them. Nobody would really know it because I have a wall of steel when it comes to sharing my emotions. But I accidentally give a shit about the wrong people.

I actually am just trying to figure everything out and I do not understand anything yet. I am naive and out of the loop of life. I don't understand people, or social situations. Like I make it by but they are just so dumb and out of my control. I don't understand the games, and I still play them. I don't even know if I will figure any of this out either.